About

I am  Lia and I am 19 years old (born in 1993) and I am a girl struggling with eating disorder and depression. I got them when I was 15 and they are with me until now. In my case it's impossible to get rid of them. In my case... I don't want to get rid of them 'cause they've become an important part of me and my whole life.
I am from Poland but I usually write blogs and diarys in English 'cause I'm half-Irish living in Poland, where no one of my family knows the English language. It's just safer to do it this way, no?

Anyway, I want to lose weight. I have many reasons to do so. I want to catch my family's attention. I have a wonderful boyfriend and I want to make him even more proud of me. I can't fail. I simply can't... I've had too many failures in my life so far :( I kinda do self-harm to myself because they free my inner sadness & pain.

Thank you very much. And please, do not try to fix me.